[A part of him was holding back. Up until this point nearly everything was things that John had done to him. It felt as if the moment he touched him that would change. Elliot would be the one doing something to John and there was still an instinctual hold against that but it was weak.
It got weaker each time he was buried in the other's mouth, feeling him coming back up again. He moaned again, the sound quiet. The way his hips moved became more erratic and he knew that he was close. So close, whether it was the pinnacle of pleasure to finally feel the other's mouth, to feel some physical connection to something that had been brewing beneath his surface or the drugs but it felt like he wasn't lasting long at all.
He reached for John's hair, his hand going to his length as he pulled him off of his cock. This was the part he was the one doing something to John. He looked at him, his fingers curled in his hair as his hand stroked his length and it barely took that before he was coming, the tip still near his mouth but it'd been intentional to pull out before and to come on him.
He could say that it was because he didn't know if John would want to swallow but a deeper part of him knew that wasn't it.]
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It got weaker each time he was buried in the other's mouth, feeling him coming back up again. He moaned again, the sound quiet. The way his hips moved became more erratic and he knew that he was close. So close, whether it was the pinnacle of pleasure to finally feel the other's mouth, to feel some physical connection to something that had been brewing beneath his surface or the drugs but it felt like he wasn't lasting long at all.
He reached for John's hair, his hand going to his length as he pulled him off of his cock. This was the part he was the one doing something to John. He looked at him, his fingers curled in his hair as his hand stroked his length and it barely took that before he was coming, the tip still near his mouth but it'd been intentional to pull out before and to come on him.
He could say that it was because he didn't know if John would want to swallow but a deeper part of him knew that wasn't it.]