[It was weird. Elliot knew he didn't like being touched but he found himself not minding this as much. There was still that aversion twisting in his brain but it'd been quieted, some wall let down to allow this to happen for now.
Too much at once might have knocked the tenuous balance in his acceptance even with the drugs helping dull his instincts to keep people at a physical and emotional arm's length away. But analyzing what he was doing, what he was allowing himself to do slipped out of conscious thought as John's lips pressed against his own.
Elliot should've been thinking that John was way to young to be kissing but Elliot hadn't ever been much for following rules all that well. And John was kissing him, not the other way around. And it felt good. It felt really good. The tingling sensation spread over his lips throughout his nerves and he was sure it was the affect of the Molly but he felt it to the ends of his fingertips.
After seconds that felt like minutes, his hand slid up, brushing over the other's cheek and then into his hair and that sparked a whole new set of sensations.]
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Too much at once might have knocked the tenuous balance in his acceptance even with the drugs helping dull his instincts to keep people at a physical and emotional arm's length away. But analyzing what he was doing, what he was allowing himself to do slipped out of conscious thought as John's lips pressed against his own.
Elliot should've been thinking that John was way to young to be kissing but Elliot hadn't ever been much for following rules all that well. And John was kissing him, not the other way around. And it felt good. It felt really good. The tingling sensation spread over his lips throughout his nerves and he was sure it was the affect of the Molly but he felt it to the ends of his fingertips.
After seconds that felt like minutes, his hand slid up, brushing over the other's cheek and then into his hair and that sparked a whole new set of sensations.]