Elliot had finally decided he could do just a bit more morphine but after that he didn't really feel any better. He still felt nothing and everything at the same time and it was overwhelming.
Somewhere in his head he could hear that knock but he didn't think to answer it, pressed into that safe corner of his apartment and one of the only places in the world that he'd ever been vulnerable enough to break down. Luckily for TJ, the door wasn't locked.
He was pretty sure he'd lost TJ and it hurt far more than he ever could have anticipated.
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Date: 2016-10-05 04:40 am (UTC)Somewhere in his head he could hear that knock but he didn't think to answer it, pressed into that safe corner of his apartment and one of the only places in the world that he'd ever been vulnerable enough to break down. Luckily for TJ, the door wasn't locked.
He was pretty sure he'd lost TJ and it hurt far more than he ever could have anticipated.