Elliot looked confused. He didn't get up because he didn't know what the right thing to do in this situation was. TJ wanted to leave, right? Who was he to stop him even though it was the last thing he wanted to happen. He needed him there... he didn't know what it meant if he left.
"I didn't... It's how I..." but he couldn't find the words so he gave up, sinking into the couch and letting him leave. How even through all the drugs he could still feel so much pain he didn't know but god he needed it to stop. He needed it to stop because this was dangerous for him. This was where he could lose control.
Another dose of morphine he thought, mentally ticking through how much he had, how hard it would be to get more and how bad the withdrawal might be. His mind already racing and he couldn't even be focused enough to know if TJ had actually left or not.
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Date: 2016-10-05 03:22 am (UTC)"I didn't... It's how I..." but he couldn't find the words so he gave up, sinking into the couch and letting him leave. How even through all the drugs he could still feel so much pain he didn't know but god he needed it to stop. He needed it to stop because this was dangerous for him. This was where he could lose control.
Another dose of morphine he thought, mentally ticking through how much he had, how hard it would be to get more and how bad the withdrawal might be. His mind already racing and he couldn't even be focused enough to know if TJ had actually left or not.