The passive look on Elliot's face finally broke into something sadder. He hardly was even thinking about the coke that'd been his idea and leaned back on the couch.
"I don't know... I forgot Darlene was my sister more than once so..." he lifted his shoulder, his memory and inability to remember things in a way that seemed completely randomized to him was one he didn't like. He tried so hard to keep a tight control on his life, his habits, his routine and things like that were so far out of his control -- likely why he was always so wound up about keeping to the routine.
He'd started to break out of it, just a little, for TJ. It'd been a measure of safety slowly given up. "Sometimes, I'm there and sometimes I'm not."
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Date: 2016-10-02 03:29 pm (UTC)"I don't know... I forgot Darlene was my sister more than once so..." he lifted his shoulder, his memory and inability to remember things in a way that seemed completely randomized to him was one he didn't like. He tried so hard to keep a tight control on his life, his habits, his routine and things like that were so far out of his control -- likely why he was always so wound up about keeping to the routine.
He'd started to break out of it, just a little, for TJ. It'd been a measure of safety slowly given up. "Sometimes, I'm there and sometimes I'm not."